I feel like the worst girlfriend ever. Jakes in his basement alone crying during a thunderstorm. I cant do anything but cry myself and try and comfort him. I cant make his birthday better. Ive been trying all day. His birthday started off good. Now its going horrible. I feel so bad. He was looking forward to this day. Now he cant even enjoy it. Im so sorry baby I love you so much. Id do anything to be with you right now. Anything at all. I love you.