I like to cut My boyfriend wants me to stop. Its hard to stop cutting especially when my boyfriend is miles away and everyday I wonder if he loves me like he says he does. Everyday I cry for him. Lately we havent really been talking It hurts me everyday. I always think hes with some better prettier girl. He says he would never leave or hurt me. I wonder if he knows everytime im not talking to him he hurts me. I know he has a life I just wish he would talk to me more often. He doesnt realize how much I need him in my life.

I starve Myself also. Just because I think im Fat He also wants me to stop that. I cant though I know he doesnt even like skinny girls. But im just scared when we finally meet in person.. That he will stop loving me. Im so SCARED to lose him to another girl. I really hope I dont