Jakes not talking to me right now.. I actully REALLY think theres another girl. Just the thought makes me want to cry. I thought he was diffrent... I guess he isnt. It hurts knowing that hes probably going to break my heart. After him NO more love for me. I dont care If I even fall inlove Im not telling anyone at all. It just hurts to much.

Im really broken now. I dont know how long I can keep it up..