I was told by my friend that I was the only thing keeping her alive.

Yet shes acting really mean to me.

I beg and beg for her to stay alive. I cant see her die, just the thought makes me cry.

She just told me she was trying to piss me off so I can hate her. So she can die.

Its not working. Its just hurting me. I know she wants to die bad.

Shes not alone though. I just found out she was raped.

I was never raped.. I think.. I dont know how it feels like.

I surely wish I was raped instead. She wouldnt have to suffer.

So she wouldnt want to die. I hope she knows shes not alone..

A lot of people were raped. I hope in a few years I can be locking up her rapist.