Its nighttime im starting to feel depressed. I was outside with my "friend" but she got hungry. Now im my house feeling depressed. Scissors are next to me. Theyre the ones I use to cut too.. im so tempted to use them. Jake will be mad though... I think hes onlie but hes not replying to me. Of course nothing new there. I wish I could talk to someone right now. I Wanna puke. I ate to much today. In my mind I did anyways.