Today I starved myself until 7 pm.

I know I can last longer.

Its unbelievable. I think I almost fainted around 6:45. My vision went blurry.

Honestly. I could careless about fainting.

My boyfriend still hasnt texted me. I wonder why he isnt.

It makes me feel like hes cheating on me or something.

I miss him so much.

I have pills ready incase. I know for sure im ready to take them. Im just waiting to say goodbye to my love