Friday, July 30, 2010

I dont know what to do anymore.
Ive failed EVERYONE.
I really need help. I dont know where to go..
Jakes worried sick about me.
Hes been crying more then me.
Im sorry for failing you Alex, and Kelsey :/
Im not strong enough to help.
I cant do anything.
Im sorry to everyone.
Im tired of being the bubbly, happy, cheery, strong person people know.
Im not none of those. I think im just going to lay down and wait for my death.

3 comments:

  1. You haven't failed anybody.

    Do you remember how you felt when your friend went to hospital? That's how everybody who is close to you will feel if you do too. Imagine how much worse it would be if you die.

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  2. One question.. How would you feel?
    You Jake my brother Alexa Everyone else I help but mostly you four is what keeps me going everyday,

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  3. If you died?

    I would feel responsible, sad, a bit angry, guilty and no doubt I would hate myself.

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